Some of a week

Listening to: Atreyu – The Curse (Right Side Of The Bed)

I should really update this more frequently… cos shit might one day happen to me and it’ll take forever to type up… luckily no such stuff has happened since monday…

Tuesday saw a morning occur and a mike coming round in the afternoon… to help me do a task mother had set for me… i’m too lazy to do sh!t like that myself…  went back to his and we decided that film watching would be fun, so to the spar we mished… grabbing a battenberg cake, some sort of mini sponges cakes, a cheesecake and 2 packets of pink wafers *drools*… picked up The Punisher and From Hell from my house and sort of scurried along to Mig’s… Watched The punisher… Left there at like midnight… Walked the 2 mins home and collapsed onto bed…

*Leaves it there…* i have to go to asda…

*continues… about 5 days later…*

Wednesday Went to see family up in St Helens… was pretty cool… Managed to have a nice long conversation with my uncle and auntie, which is unusual for me… Came home and… erm… Well met up with Mike, chilled but needed sleep so came home early….

Thursday Went to town then asda with mum and sister… Was talking to rach (my sister) for the entire time so didn’t put any good sh!t in the trolley… Sucky…Went to see Sonya in the afternoon till the last bus as about 10:20pm… Got to town to catch the tail end of the pub crawl that was Fraya’s 18th… Went to revolution, which was sh!t…

Friday Woke up at Fraya’s moved a lil… Saw her dad and step mum… Walked into town, saw Sonya for 5 mins… Then went home… Showered and went to Joel’s… Watched Vicky play guitar, then she and Rachel went away to get ready for rock night… Leaving me an Joel to watch The Rocky Horror Picture Show… Jon came round halfway through it… Rob Dean arrived as it finnished and the group was ready to meet Vicky and Rachel and trek down to Dalton Sq. met Sonya, Gab, Neil and Daz there, along with Kyle… Wasn’t sure about going to another rock night with Sonya bus she and Kyle convinced me to go… Was ok… I liked the band, tho i think i was the only one… hehe Kyle, Sonya and Gab had to stay at mine due to a lack of places for them to go…

Saturday. Parents were not too pleased about people staying over without them knowing… Got Sonya onto a bus… Gab had got one an hour previously… Somehow Kyle got a lift out of Gemma at like 1pm… Mike and Neil came round pretty late and we chatted, which was cool

Sunday was easter sunday and i had a lovely meal with family… Not… went to Neil’s and we had a massive clean-up/re-arrange of his room… The Mike Neil and myself wandered around bls before coming to a stop here and then each departing…

Monday was really weird… I met my sister’s mate Annia, and walked with her to Hest Bank, where we had much tea and a scone… Walked back and sat on a trampoline with her… Had a driving lesson… Was good… i only cocked up a few times… Anyway, met up with Mig, Neil and Kyle… and missioned thru BLS before getting accosted by some chavs… They pulled up in their banged up Ford Escort… giving Mike shit, calling him a gollywog… not funny really… asking Neil if he was gay… just generally being annoying… Had some special fried rice and went home…

Tuesday Sonya broke up with me… felt like shit all day… went back into town cos her mum phoned me, oblivious to the break-up, asking where she was… well i got worried and went on a mission to lancaster to find her, met up with Jess and Kyle and discovered she was ok and had got a lift home with Hodgy and Scott… Got attacked by more townies… Walked home and then talked things out with Sonya on MSN… i don’t quite know what she said she was going to ‘sleep on’… it was like i’d made her an offer that she wasn’t sure of… *is confused*… oh well i’m done now…

Carl

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What a weekend…

Monday 21st March

Listening to 36 Crazyfists – An Agreement Called Forvever

Since friday some weird-assed shit has happened to me… luckily i retreived my nose from the tree and gave it a severe talking to… it won’t be playing tennis with those hacksaws again…

Friday…

being serious now… Friday was the weekly shop… i was really annoyed by someone who full well knew my name calling me my mum’s ‘boy’ f*cking fat bitch with an irresponsible son and mouthy daughter… (not that they were there but i needed to rant… lol) yeah we only got the bare minimum food cos i wasn’t paying attention to the stuff mum was saying ‘shall we try that?’ to… so she didn’t get it… anyway… wasn’t planning on going to rock night… and i really i wish i didn’t really… it’s all alice’s, vicky’s and sonya’s fault that i went… i should have listened to neil… anyway… it was the 1st time i could legally get served so i was making the most of it… not like getting pissed but satiating my desire for a drink with Carlsberg… Kyle was there, being an absolute genius as usual; what a dude!… anyway… at about midnight, maybe half past… i spied sonya and some dude that had been hitting on her last rock night, doin the slow dance to some shitty song that i probably liked before and now hate… anyway kyle also saw and tried to stop the wanker from kissing her cos he knew i’d have killed him… unofortunately their lips met and i felt sick, weak at the knees and really f*cking angry at the same time… which, of course, is an information overload for a normal person… but for me it’s f*cking stupid… anyway, after patheticly splitting them up i stormed outside to cool off… came back inside to pandemonium, my sister, tara, kyle, and sonya’s mate rachel all (at one time or another) tried to talk to me… i sat and felt like shit in a quiet corner for a bit, before alison came up to me asking me to tell tara to lay off lauren cos she’s upsetting her… but cos my mind was kind of on other things i really wasn’t paying attention… untill the shit that has kissed sonya came up to me and just stared… i didn’t quite know what he was doing until he asked ‘was it your girlfriend that i kissed?’ i was too… actually i don’t know what i was, but it prevented me from killing him on the spot… i sat back down before deciding that the best course of action was to mosh any anger out… which didn’t work, cos i was so angry/upset/confused that i lost the beat within 10 seconds and nearly cried… not helped by vicky trying to get me to continue dancing… she was being so kind but i just had to get outside… kyle followed and we talked till like 1 then spoke to sonya who was quite upset by the whole ordeal, tho she said she knew what she was doing, which just made it a million times worse… anyway, she had to get a lift back to where she was staying, me and kyle got a cab back to B-L-S and talked about stuff till 5:30am…

Saturday…

Saturday was weird… woke up at 9:30 and wandered around the house, showered, ate and invited mig round… stayed till 1:30, before getting a bus with kyle to town and meeting sonya with the intention of sorting things out… took 2 hours to string a coherant sentence together, by which time everyone had gone home… we got back together and, for all the shit i felt the night before, i was holding up ok… untill she got home once i’d put her on a bus… i stayed with neil in town and met with a few people, i wasn’t expecting to stay in late, cos i’d had no sleep, but we were in town till about 10pm then i stayed at neil’s till 1:30am and walked home… dropping to sleep at like 3am…

Sunday…

well sunday was a blur until about 3pm when i went to meet a friend of mine and brought her back here to just chat about stuff cos we were both bored… she stayed till about 6ish… about then i went online and pissed sonya off with the way i was phrasing nearly everything i said… thought ‘screw this’ and went to see alice cos, again we were both bored and i was willing to walk… stayed the night after realising that i was too knackered to even consider walking home… sent sonya loads of txts at like 4am after realising i had something so good and i was just about to throw it away by being sarcastic…

Monday…

So far i’ve just talked with alice, got a bus home, showered and typed this bloody thing…

Carl *keep the peace or keep your heart safe on a shelf where no-one can bruise it*

I’ve been 18 for over a week now!

It is Friday the 18th of march, but it’s like half two in the morining, probabaly not a healthy time to be awake… but meh…

Listening to: Green Day – American Idiot (song – wake me up when september ends)

Man this is weird… i feel so f00kin old… it’s really strange… i’m more lethargic than usual, more reluctant to run… it’s really shite… on the plus side, i can legally purchase alcoshmahol… not that i drink that much, but it’s there incase i turn into a raging alcoholic…

there’s been a monday, a tuesday, a wednesday and a thursday that have passed since i last posted… monday was a day that things happened on… tuesday was the day of my 2nd driving lesson (didn’t die of petrification this time) met sonya in town in the evening, took her home for an hour, maybe two… was cool … wednesday i was up early for me, attended college for the 1st time in ages on that day… got bored then went home… went to white cross for sign language at 6… went to alice’s at like 9… stayed till 10:50… was cool, as i’d not seen alice in an age… thursday was really cool… couldn’t be arsed with a key skills exam at 10am so didn’t go… got a lift to college for 1:30… went to sonya’s at like 5:30pm… got back at like 10:50pm (details of this visit are not available before the watershed)… got a bus back to neil’s and chilled there till 30 mins ago, which is when i walked back here and wrote this…

Carl (which has now been reduced to ‘C’ for ease of typing)

(keep the peace or do the apple dance, hoping that nice juicy ones will fall from the sky)

Ir(ish) few days

It’s Sunday the 13th of March

Listening to: Yellowcard – Ocean Avenue

Went to Dublin for my mum’s 50th, for those of you that care, it was ok…

I wonder why i write this… OOH such a legacy of information i’ve left behind… the ramblings of a retard 17/18 year old… i’m not depressed, just contemplative…

Erm seeing as no-one reads this… F*CK OFF AND DIE!!!! – hahaha… *cough* anyway…

flew out on friday at 11am… came back today (sunday) at like 10am…

Was alright, our trip coincided with the Ireland-France rugby match… which meant Dublin was full of french people… Which confused me cos it reminded me of France anyway…

ok i’m bored now so i’m stopping writing…

Ok i’m starting again… new post… pfft… i can do what the f*ck i want (cept swear)…

Riiiight where was i? i’m listening to 3 Doors Down – Away From The Sun

Hmmm… purchased a new pair of black Criminal Damage jeans while in Dublin, which are (in the words of Mig) proper ‘bo… The food there is great, the portions aren’t too big or too small… There were like a million CD stores… Also you’re not allowed to smoke in most public buildings so the air was quite clean… While i was there i kept a lil diary… Was actually just some short notes to Sonya that she’s not gonna get (hehe) just about the holiday and how it was going… Went to a waxworks museum… sucked to the max… Yeah it was a really short holiday… Was enjoyable too tho… Just wanted to get back to england tho… Cos i was kinda missing Sonya (which is pretty sad considering i’d only been away for a few days and i’d seen her the night before i went) but meh… i can’t help if i missed her…

How big is my nose! I was looking at some photos dad took while we were there… my sniffer is humongous!i shall get some sorta surgery for it…

ok NOW i’m done… hehe…

Carl (keep the peace or just look at yourself in the mirror and ask ‘why?’)

drunken and angry week(ish)

it is tuesday the 8th of march…

Listening to: Savage Garden on my brand new iPod (loves it)

Wow it’s been like 11 days (ish) since i last posted… In that time, i’ve turned 18, been to two parties (one was my own), a rock night, took my 1st driving lesson and failed another GCSE maths exam…

I’d start from the beginning but i can’t remember it so i’ll just give you a bunch of bullet points to read through (my a-level english teacher would be turning in her grave if she was dead)…

Alice’s house party – Was cool, arrived about an hour late (as usual) with a bottle of wine that no-one drank… Danced to many songs and got laughed at… Drank a little, but not enough… Failed to comfort Vicky… Spent most of the night making sure Alice didn’t cough herself off her sisters’ bed… So overall, good music, good atmosphere (cept for Neil upsetting Amanda and Vicky crying for no real reason (poor girl tho *gives her hugs*)) Woke up in the morning and chilled till 11 then went to meet mother for a lift home and such…

Rock night – Was a good night, they’d removed the partition wall so the room was bigger and the opened the larger bar, it was packed and i realised that i liked it when there were less people… Watched Kyle dance the macarana… Spent most of the night glued to Sonya, for good reason, it was her b’day, she’d just turned 16… (must get her a late b’day prezzie). the night was good untill Sonya ran off crying and i didn’t know why… I left her alone cos i figured if it was about me she’d only get more upset if i went to talk to her… Turns out she was partially upset cos she thought i was ignoring her and of course i thought the same so; Kyle thanks for the help dude! Got her on the stairs outside and questioned what was wrong, she just kept saying she was a shite g/f… now that’s usually my line so i figured some shit must be wrong… Turns out that she’d gotten into town earlier that day with 5 mates and met Neil, who was then ordered to purchase them copious ammount of alcohol, which was quickly consumed… Now they were quite drunk and when Sonya gets drunk she has erm lesbian ‘tendencies’ which i said i was ok with cos she’s only 16, god knows what life would be like if you couldn’t have fun.. anyway… so she started kissing with her mate Jess… of course she then was stolen and kissed Gab, then Rachel, then one of her gay/bi mates, James… then (this is was what she was crying about…) she snogged Neil… i flipped… I went and basically tried to kill him in the middle of the dance floor… i was dragged off by a mate called Tom… figured i would go outside and cool off… 15 mins later i got back and everyone was outside, it had closed… i was still fuming… (thanks to Kyle again for being there for Sonya) got a cab home and had it out with Sonya, decided to forgive Neil for his mistake, he said he was so high on ganja that he had no idea what he was doing… (i have, however heard since that he may have been completely sober, if he was then i’m going to rip out his tongue)

My 18th – to be honest it sucked… but some people got utterly wasted and had a good time… it didn’t start on time (7:30) it started at something past 8, meaning that people who were meant to meet me in town at 7:30 had fucked off home cos i’d left them waiting… some were still there, Alice, Rosie, Sofie & Joe… Anyway people sorta slowly filtered in and it got ‘underway’ it was ok, Neil’s stereo was plenty powerful enough and Mig brought his guitar to play with… *jumps a few hours*… Sean turned up with Lauren, and tried to make me apologise for some shit i didn’t do… Expected that a major guilt trip about me not being there for him when he needed me like a year and a bit ago would make me be mates with him again… oh well the night ended with Sean fuming and me laughing about it (ish) whish is usually how things go with me and angry people (cept Neil at rock night) got a lift home with Mig and BJ, got more pissed at my house and fell asleep, fully clothed at like 1:30am…

Went driving yesterday and scared the shit outta myself… i havn’t got the control in my feet to skate let alone drive… i shook throughout the entire lesson… and was still shaking for an hour after… i’ve been told to persevere… but i’m worried that my shaking will get worse and i’ll steer into oncoming traffic… just thinking about driving makes me nausious…

Can’t be arsed with any more stuff… i’ll try and keep posting more regularly to keep the post length to a minimum…

Carl (keep the peace or buy a chemistry set to try and make love)